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I stand alone, empty chairs and tables surround me. I take my stand, as the spotlight floods around me. I play out my heart, bare my soul in verse. Pour out everything I am, hoping to be heard. Watch me shine, hear my voice. Let me strut my stuff, releasing all I hold inside. Watch me shine. I play my guitar, learn piano key by key. Experiment with new techniques just look at me! Watch me shine, hear my voice. Let me strut my stuff, releasing all I hold inside. Watch me shine. All I want is you here. I check the seats where you should be. I want to share the magic with you, but it's hard when you're not here for me. Watch me shine, he

When you don't call I worry When no one knows where you are I worry When I get that feeling in my gut I worry I pace I sit around twiddling my thumbs Awaiting your text, saying you are just fine and I will see you tomorrow.

I can't do this anymore, the ups the downs, the ups are feeling closer and closer to the ground, while the downs feel like they are kicking me to the dirt, I need help. I need an escape. I cant take much more of this, giving up scares the crap out of me, but I'm sick of the tears, the sadness, the stress, I have nothing to love anymore, everything's changing, I guess I'll just start from square one, hope for the best. That's all I have now Hope, something and someone to hold on to, someone to keep me afloat, I guess that will have to do for now, until I can get back on my feet, fix my life.

Rest just won't come, no matter how much I sleep, I wake up more tired, every morning. My eyes grow dark, my energy slowly drains, I'm tired. The tears fall freely, night after night, episodes growing closer, and closer, with every passing day. What's wrong with me? why can't I have peace? I'm so tired

I'm burning up, no matter what I do, I can't cool down. The more I strip, the hotter it gets. Sweat glistens, all over my body, Burning with a fever, my temperature climbing, damn it's hot.

That's just how I feel, why do I try at all, there has only been one person who could make me smile like a fool, but that is history my chances are done why should I try at all I am worthless, that is all I will ever be